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Prosinec 2008

New Year's Resolutions

31. prosince 2008 v 19:12 | - the darkest star - |  Pieces of me

I would like to change the end of the year 2008, but I guess that is simply impossible. Nevertheless, tonight I have this opportunity! I don't have the power to change the past year, but I have the power to make the coming year better! :)
What has happened, is the past! I can't change it. But ... what's coming tomorrow is the future, and I alone can choose how it will work out!

I don't have any specific New Year's resolutions, it's been always the same. I want to have more time for myself, to truly take care of myself and be more careful not to get ever hurt again. But, no matter what, you can't choose everything in the life. We can only choose the actions we take ... yet, we can't choose the consequences of them.
Anyway, my other resolution is to make everybody around me happy :) because I know this will make me happy as well!
But more importantly, I don't want to get hurt because of my feelings ... but we will see, shall we?
I want to smile more
I want to be with people I love to be with
I want to protect my heart from any possible hurt
I want to make my family know I will always be there for them
I want to see my friends more often
BUT mainly
I want to find someone who will understand me :)
who will love me
who will sing to me <3

I know, I am modest =P

♥ Happy New Year! ♥
And rock that New Year's Eve Party!

The Beautiful End

31. prosince 2008 v 16:39 | - the darkest star - |  Stories of my life
It was his near-death experience that brought him his love back. Since then he was walking around Rome, searching for the death to find him.

He experienced many accidents, but he always managed to survive, somehow. People started to believe that there was a guarding angel above him. Once, the lonely wanderer confessed he saw the face of his beloved wife instead of the driver who almost crushed him down. People didn't believe him. And so it went on.
On night he returned home, walked the stairs up of the many years empty house, kicked off his shoes, and lay on his bed. He closed slowly his eyes and that was the last movement he had ever done.

He died at the age of fifty-four and many of his relatives were surprised he actually lived that long. He died in his sleep, just as he always feared, but secretly longed to. Well, no one knows if his immortaly beloved was waiting for him with a warm kiss, as she had promised. Nevertheless, he wished for it all his life, and it is said that the last wish must always come true.

And then she asked: "When I die, can I choose the stars where I will move to?"

Xmas day ♥

24. prosince 2008 v 16:04 | - the darkest star - |  Book of secrets
The list of things I want to do ... before it is too late!
Go boarding in the mountains
Go ice skating
Go sledding with my girlfriends!
Have a huge snowball fight
Make snow angels
Make a perfect snowman
Have a food fight
Flirt & Hug & Kiss
Slow dance all night!
Smile and shine
Share my umbrella with a hot guy
Hug all trees in the forest
Read beautiful poems to a person I ♥
Sit by the fireplace and drink wine
Build a sandcastle
Bungie jump!
Buy a drink for myself and get tipsy!
Go bowling
Go paintballing with my enemies
Go roller skating to disco
Have a bubble bath
Party till dawn
Sail all the seas
Take a spa day
Hit the beach in summer
Go on a picnic
Bake a cake for someone I ♥
Go wild!
Go shopping
Go treasure hunting
Have a playdate
Take a massage
Pillow fight all night!
♥ Have a very MERRY XMAS! ♥

♥ Regina Spektor ♥

17. prosince 2008 v 14:47 | - the darkest star - |  Sound ♪ Music
- The best of Regina -
I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
♥ And by protecting my heart truly ♥
I got lost in the sounds!
- fidelity -

Beneath the sheets of paper
lies my truth.
- samson -

I'll come back when you call me
No need to say goodbye ♥
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye!
- the call -

And then you take that love you made
And stick it into someone else's heart ...
- on the radio -

"And I start to miss you, baby, sometimes!"
- summer in the city -
Thought I'd been in love before
but in my heart I wanted more
seems like all I really was doing
was waiting for you ♥
- real love -

♥ I must have thought happy thoughts in the previous life ♥

I want to scream!

13. prosince 2008 v 23:15 | - the darkest star - |  Key to my soul
I want to scream! and cry ... and go to bed, switch off the phone and be all alone! alone ... exactly how I feel now </3 I don't know why ... I don't know many things right now. I just know that I am not happy in this moment. Like something was missing here ... maybe me?
I don't even know what to write anymore ... i lack lot of my imagination. i lack many things, indeed ...
Somehow, I find it easier to write in English ... I don't even know why.

Things to avoide!

13. prosince 2008 v 0:02 | - the darkest star - |  Book of secrets
Just to remind myself ...

1) Not to forget or neglect my friends!... They have always been there for me <3
2) Never to pretend to be someone else... what would he love you for?
3) Never to do things you do not want to do ... I need my own freedom!
4) Never to fall in love again ... because that messes your life!

Always remember that!

Boys & Girls

3. prosince 2008 v 17:03 | ~ meg ~ |  Key to my soul
It's so hard to find a partner ...
Nejsem žádný idealista a nehledám lásku na celý život. Pokud se s někým dáte dohromady, neznamená to, že s ním zůstanete na věky věků - ale rozhodně je to pro ten moment přítomnosti! kdy jste štastní <3 a možná, kdo ví ... se to vyvine v něco silného! v něco, co nikdo a nic v tomto životě nebude moci rozdělit. Ach, tohle je krásná myšlenka, skoro jako pohádka ...
O co mi ale jde je, prvně vůbec někoho "ulovit". Podle mě, spousta z nás je krásných, chytrých a máme smysl pro humor. Spousta z nás je prostě "loveable" - spousta kluků by nás ocenilo! Ale kde tyto kluky hledat?
Co se stalo mě ... přestěhovala jsem se do nového města; nikoho tady neznám (a všichni mí přátelé jsou jen holky). Na univerzitu kam chodím nechodí někdo "extra", který by upoutal mojí pozornost ...
Nicméně, denně vidím spoustu (alespoň 5) překrásných kluků, kteří se zdají být úžasní! Ale jak k nim? Když je neznám, moje ostýchavost mi nikdy nedovolí k nim promluvit ...
Tak jak se můžu s někým dát dohromady? =/

Quote of a day: I can live without love. However, I will never exist without love.